it’s crazy when you put two years of your life away for the man Of your ‘dreams’ drop everything & everyone to move in w. him & only to find out he goes crawling back to his ex… not the first time… I should have left him the first time to save my self now. I never did anything wrong I was always as loyal as a puppy… I gave him my everything.. anything he wanted I served to him on a golden platter I never let anything stop me from loving this man… I lost a lot of people for him & spent two whole years of my life w. him. every day… I did everything & anything to make him happy… I stayed by his side even when I shouldn’t have I bought him anything he ever wanted left him cute notes made him breakfast lunch & dinner did his laundry cleaned his room let him play Xbox 24/7 I did everything & anything for him & now I’m left w. nothing …. he left me for his ex which I should have saw coming …. I just …. idk what to do I act like I don’t care but it eats at me all the time …. why be w. me if you want to be w. her so bad.. why tell me you love me then go back to her ….. I just I really don’t FUCKIG now what to think I’m going crazy over here….